Good trip, bad trip

[Pharmacist J]

Good Trip, Bad Trip

Although my trip is great, and I feel so invigorated, i sit here debating
Whether or not i should stop - but i can\'t, my life will always be the same.
As i lay here, higher than my imagination can fly
My mind is in another place, and i love it. I can only hope i don\'t die.
I soon realise that my flight is dropping altitude
The pain is still gone but now i feel sick
Sick to my stomache - these drugs are powerful in large doses
I don\'t care yet - my mind is flying through red roses.

I saw death for the first time
My life was decaying
My body was cold and numb
My head was taking me away from reality
I saw a light I walked towards it hoping this nightmare would be over
Yet the nightmare I lived in was real and there was no way out
My life was ending each step I took
I thought about the good and bad times
I thought about the people I love friends family my Mom
I did not want to die yet the body was full of dangerous chemicals
My mouth was dry I could not swallow the pain
I could not breathe my body was shaking my head spinning into hell
I couldn\'t move my cries for help were useless for I could not talk
I was choking in my own sins I was lying on the floor ready to die
No tears came out of my eyes no emotions were shown for I was weak and helpless
I was given aid by the chance of luck it had saved me once before and it would not let me die
The devil.... he stood by, he walked me out of the light back into my own body
I was starting to gain control of the drug overdose and I fought death
I fought for my life and I did win and I felt proud of waking up
I woke up the nightmare was over I made it through although I did not remember anything
with a nose stained of blood, I woke up my body weak from the pain
I was alive and I regret having evil take control of me.

? Pharmacist J

[Ry60003333]

You work is so amazing, you feel like you are in the story. Fantastic job.

[Ron]

Incredible! I'm not much of a poetry fan to be honest, but I LOVE your work! Keep it up  ;D!

[Zeldagirl]

I don't know what else to say except for, wow...

Keep up the good work,

Zelda.

[Ryan7]

This was a good and long poem, keep up the good work man. :)

Flamer7.

[Volcanic Me]

Take no offence of this, please, but I can't do much but pity you, I look at my life and compare it to yours, big contrast, but at least you turn bad experiences into wonderful works of art, I kind of wish you would keep up the work, but I reakky hope you do stop them soon, or at least use past experiences, not new, I am truly worried for you.

                                -Your #1 Fan, Volcanic Me.